I feel like I am going through a metamorphosis. All my ideas now seem so dated, so closed, the perfect job, the perfect man, the perfect life, I no longer think they exist..
When I was a little girl, everything seemed like a fairytale, life was a fairytale…
Fast forward 30 years and I realise that life isn’t perfect, it never pretended to be…
And I wouldn’t change a thing
So I thought that I was open to learning, that I was open to new ideas but now I see someone who is struggling to grow.. I want so much to move forward with my life, to develop to my full potential, to move to the next vibration. So why do I feel uncomfortable?
Why does change have to be difficult? I thought that it would be easy. All I have wanted for the past few years is to grow, to feel better, to accept my illness, to find love… And when I feel like I am making progress in them all, I get scared..What is that all about?
I was with my Reiki master the other night and we did a ruin, that is an ancient stone with a symbol, like a tarot card just a different tool. The ruin just reiterated this change that I am going through. Sometimes I just want to stay still even though I know that, that is not the answer..
What do you think? How do we recognise when change is good for us?
The dis ease that we feel – whats that about, when you dig deep enough I think it is a fear, your fear, what are you scared of?